Jessica Marie

05:31 pm: hola
HEy JOURNAL BUDDIES!
It is thursday are we all gettin pumped up for the wkened cuz i sure am. Except something happened today that made me kinda sad but of well im sure i will go away in a couple of days as usual, so um anyways school was school all week. All of my classes have pretty much been raping me from behind. O yes and i took drivers ED this week segement two and only 45 more days until i am 16 and i have a licesnse. I just have to get a drivers test in KINDA NERVEOUS!!! ahhh. " I stood his bedroom window. STaring over him he begged me not to do...." all my love please dont cry ill wash my bloody hands and we'll start a new life..um yah just um rocking out here at my COMPUTER STATION In the PLAYROOM!! haha PLAY ROOM and it lives up to that name to ho ho for all of ya'll that get that. I just cant wait for tommaorw when i can go out and get obvilous to the world. YOu know what i think is the most amazing thing in my world rite now- sweatpants. They are comfy and just form. You can run in them , sleep in them, go to the store in them, go the park in them, go to the beach with them, take them off quickly its amazing such an article can provide so many postives. OMG this fly is buggin the crap outta me...no pun intended ho ho. O yeah and today i was nominated by my 4-H leader for one of the HOrse Awards so i had to fill out this sheet all about my expirences wiht SAMmy this year! and how i have just grown iwht my horse passions!!!! My horsey has a chip outta his knee and has to get it sugrically removed but he should be better after that and a month of barn rest. Hopefully the damn amish will start building our barn and stop being dick heads about getting a frickin permit when by the state we dont technically need one to start building. Welp best get back to homework! Cya later dykos
LoVe Mucho
Jessica

09:45 pm: O for gripes sakes
So my three hardest classes... AP Chem - quiz...Honors Brit Lit - quiz and killer PDM - test! can my thursday nite get anyworse. My horse is limping which means that i might not be able to ride on sat at equestrain which totally sucks since ive been riding since like may for this damn thing. But we have been soaking his feet everynite and then wraping his legs all up. TOnite i put this muscle relaxer stuff all up and down his legs, but i can still feel it on my hands its kinda tingling woowooo. Hopefully SAM SAM is gonna get bettear! im worried!!! So inbetween the vets office, the horse supply store, studying for my tests and cleaning my room i have found time to make brownies. They are baking rite now and im sitting in the kitchen waiting for the ennnn ennnn ennnnn of the oven so i can take them out and marvel at what a cook i am. Then the whole equestrain team or FIVE PEOPLE! can have the whole 9 x 9 pan of brownies o goolly and i excited. Tommaorw nite is homecoming!! Jenny Rae is our Junior Princess!!! and after school we get to go straight to dolling her all up and doing make up and such and its just so exciting!!!! boy o boy! then after the ftballl game we have a dance. i bet there will be a lot of people there :-/ ...im going cuz school support is very important so look for me getting my jiggy on!

<3 Jessica

p.s i heard on the radio that live journals cause people to be more anti social, headaches, nausea, all these side affects.....so BEWARE of the LIVE JOURNAL SHOCK SYNDROME DEALIO

07:32 pm: Hello Strangers

Hey so its been a while since i wrote! but ill just update you on this fabolous wkend i had be prepared for my unload!

Friday: Well we had a nice little Pep Assembly at school and Equestrain got annoucned for the first time in 3 years! im so proud of us and then Jenn was annoucned Junior Princess for Homecoming quite the honor although we were dreading hte dress shopping...but thats later in the wkend so neways after that whole ordeal school was over and i went with shane to his soccer game where i sat in the parking lot of an hour bymself . i did clean him whole entire car and organized it looked great! after that we rushed to Cadies house where i painted shane all up in green and gold golbin with todd and then we went to the FOOTBALL game where we crushed the heights......it was an amusing game and those heights cheerleaders can jump they showed our girls down anywho after the game then we went tooooooooooooooo BK and laughed at jillian liking it up the butt and Levi was there classic kid! then shane broughted me home

 

Saturday: cleaning mode! cleaned the garage and the whole entire barn we organiszed it and power washed it quite the task it was just super super super and now it looks all clean and brand new ahhh!!! shane and todd showed up and got us all wet kinda of upsetting o well the shower cleared the blues away and then i went to MB's fourtith b-day party we had quite a blast. we took some funn beverages and got pretty gone. ive never seen my mom so drunk in my life coiuldnt even talk or walk....i mized her a couple of shots she was just taking up down like it was nothing! shes a tropper! haha but seh did get a little creepie calling shane sexy and hey young meat. haha then she was just having a great time last nite!  :) and then we sat in rosies driveway with todd jenn josh louie peter and SHANE! and then i took a big fall started out like this .....jess go get ur sister so i take off running...im going pretty fast...kinda of feel like a flying and then all the sudden im down like a solider and my nose feels like im bleeding but  its not and i have this shooting pain in my lip  ...shane picks me up an dwalks me inside....why whole upper lip has a dash across it from top to bottom ....it looks gruseome. and then i cut my gums open and i think my tooth moved even though the densits at the party said i was safe. so after that i kinda layed low and then went home to take care of my mom after she got back from the bar and talked to shane after crazy stuff till 3 am <3 sorry bout keepin ya up late !

Sunday: woke up .....lip is swollen its nasty and i cant wait for school. my battlewound....the story is gonna be some bitch and i got in a huge fight and well this is the result she was much worse i broke her nose first punch and then kicked her on the side and then i was doing some mad slappage until someone pulled me off of her....and all i got was some scrach and a fat lip hahaha  well after all this laying around waitin till i feel better crap i went to the mall without showering....very musty cut lip and  all walked around the mall searching for jenns dress....we found one with the help of coco . now im at rosies hosue enjoying a delishoous dinner ......today has beeen a good day tootally awesome cant wait until next wkends adventures witll be!

<3 Jessica

03:03 pm: Ut-O
okay awkard cuz some of those answeres arent mine...just the random comments....that i forgot to earse Oppsy daisy!

02:55 pm: boredddddd

I AM: Jessica
I WANT: to have an unlimited plastic

I HAVE: a boyfriend
I WISH: I could be superdelic

I HATE: bitchy ppl
I MISS: the sunny weather
I FEAR: rodents….mice…rats omg eww
I HEAR: the buzz of the computer
I SEARCH: for an answer
I WONDER: how my life will turn out
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: life
I ACHE: in my back

I AM NOT: who u want me to be
I DANCE: in the rain
I SING: when im goofy & in the shower
I CRY: when im stressed
I WRITE: in school

I NEED: a necklace for my new shirt
I SHOULD:  do summer readingeeth, teeth, and smile
x. you get embarrassed when: I do something stupid
x. makes you happy: happy thingts you: when friends do stupid shit
yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: used to
x. you like to cook: yes excepically deserts
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: doubtful…but maybe
x. you bite your fingernails: eww no
x. you believe in love: definatly



Do You...?
take a shower everyday: try to
have a(any) crush(es): its more than a crush
need to tell sum1 sumthing: ummm id uno
think u were ever loved by someone: I hope so
want to get married: yah later after school
have piercings/where?: 3 ears
get motion sickness: omg does that mean in the car cuz that is happening a lot lately
think you're a health freak: umm at times…I like to read about health stuff in my mags
get along with your parents:  my moms my best friend
like thunderstorms:: love themhat always said "knock it off"
Jack: and jill went up the hill lalalalalala

SCREEN NAMES: um none
SIGN: scorpoio
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brownish
 ( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 13
COLOR: pink
DAY: friday
MONTH:  july
SONG: cowboy- kid rock
FOOD: steak
SEASON: summer

SPORT: equestrian or golf baby!!!
DRINK: water w. lemon
ALCOHOLIC:  B
VEGGIE: zucinni + summer squash
PERSON: shane
=? milk
MILK, DARK,i24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? no
HELPED SOMEONE? yah
BOUGHT SOMETHING? Hells yah
GOTTEN SICK? Noper sir
GONE TO THE MOVIES? negative
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Uh huh olive garden
SAID I LOVE YOU? yesap
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? Un uh
TALKED TO AN EX?  Hecks no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?  A live journal
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? um yah! Wink wink
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? ??? yah
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? Million times
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? No just snotty
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nope, New Found Glory, Anti-Flag, Green Day
name 4 things you hate: liars, racial comments, fat jokes, being fat

Would You Ever..
1. Eat a bug? Yah I hear the taste like chicken
2. bungee jump? Yah if it was safe
4. Kill someone? No way
Have sex with someone of the same sex? Not my style
Parachute from a plane? Already have…and do it again
10. Go out with someone for their looks? If they had a good personality to
11. For their reputation? If it was a good one
. Be a vegetarian? I need my beef
Wear plaid with stripes? Ooo that’s risky
14. IM a stranger?  Ha yah freak em out
. Sing karaoke? Im not a singer in front of crowds
17. Shoplift? No that illegal
Run a red light? no
19. Star in a porn video? yah lol no
. Dye your hair blue? no
Be on Survivor? sure
. Wear makeup in public? no
23. NOT wear makeup in public? Yah its not my life

24. Cheat on a test? Yah ….
25. Make someone cry? If they deserved it
. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? Not the her face
27. Kick a baby? That’s abuse and no way
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? That’s getting gross
30. Take a job as a janitor? I don’t think I can clean up ppls shit
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? Underwearlines are not attractive so yes
32. Stay up all through the night? yah
33. Drink straight espresso? I don’t know what that iss….so maybe
. Betray a friend? No thtats not coolk
35. Go for a friend’s sibling? Yup that’s both my boyfriends lol
36. Run away? No I love my home!
. Go out w/ someone u hardly knew? It could be adventurous
39. Have a one night stand? No
40. Give an ex a 2nd chance? If they really needed me back ! lol

12:28 am:

Today was asuch a lovely day. I awoke and then went to trophy house to pick out the equestrain sweatshirts which will be mighty fine and then we shopping it was a succesfful trip cuz i walked out wtih 3 pairs of shoes - 1 pair cuz they are my moms but all the same! ho ho then i went to din din with my father and family and played I SPY with the yougin and then i went to shanes house and expirenced the tenison building w/ the mothers intenseness and thennnnnnnnnnnnnn we left and visited vresics and had a lovely yet freaky singing show then shane almost ran us off road trying to chase  curucu and thenn o then we got some ice cream cuz im PHAT den den we went to SUPER 8 and sat in the parkin lot and drank some coca cola it was delish! THen we went back to my house and had the most awkardest time! o god i dont even want to think about im so creeped out rite now and im scared for the morning! but im going to leave u with this for tonite!

Peace out my fellow freinds<33 always Jessica

 

NEeD ta WIPE???

12:28 am:

Today was asuch a lovely day. I awoke and then went to trophy house to pick out the equestrain sweatshirts which will be mighty fine and then we shopping it was a succesfful trip cuz i walked out wtih 3 pairs of shoes - 1 pair cuz they are my moms but all the same! ho ho then i went to din din with my father and family and played I SPY with the yougin and then i went to shanes house and expirenced the tenison building w/ the mothers intenseness and thennnnnnnnnnnnnn we left and visited vresics and had a lovely yet freaky singing show then shane almost ran us off road trying to chase  curucu and thenn o then we got some ice cream cuz im PHAT den den we went to SUPER 8 and sat in the parkin lot and drank some coca cola it was delish! THen we went back to my house and had the most awkardest time! o god i dont even want to think about im so creeped out rite now and im scared for the morning! but im going to leave u with this for tonite!

Peace out my fellow freinds<33 always Jessica

 

NEeD ta WIPE???

04:01 pm: Inching my way

Well after the last entry i went out with all the girls and had a super nite of a time. Hung out with chase and blakeeeee fuckin evans jyou know him riding in his jeep lol such good freestylers haa. Cant forget frickin nick green and dmo either they helped to carry out our random nite!  Then after that i went to some broke party that i was at the nite before but this time i actually checked out who was there and i saw these creeepy ass kittens that mother fucked their brother and now they only have one eye. The house is frickin infested with cats and it smells of cat and has kitty food all over. and farra ttook a shit in the bathroom that drunk fuck i love her to deathe. ANd to top the nite off PAT fucking i duno who he was ...was there anywho this kid has no future for him he is so ridciouls i want to kick him in the face, But Josh the other kid was nice and drove uis all over. End to that nite with a wonderful bonfire built by SB. Ok ok OK soooooooo the next nite was frickin a dopein nite.  We couldnt leave emos house only to BK and an unsuccessful cig buy cuz the creepy asss guy asked for farras id but some vance hero bought it for us and then i got a call for BF and he got mad and then we went back to emos only to sneak out at 11 45 to sit in the wood till 1 30 cuz fuckin fortenfucker didnt pick us up and emo and i gonna WHOOP his ass next time we see him....( cuz i know who he is :-/) but um yah bassically a pointless fightful nite with the bf yet a again but thats how life goes. i just think you shouldnt sweat the little things and be a kid when u can because when ur like 27 you cant really sneak out of ur house and have it be adventurous so thats why u gotta do it now because now is the PrImE tImE bitches. well then shane picked me ujp at 12 30 ish and then we went back to his house and then went to the mall and picked out a cute outfit for his senior pics. awww whicch are on wednesday! his hiar looks really goood dark too the way he got it dyed hott! lol i feel kinda lonerish now. i found some comfy flannel pants and a long sleave shirt of shanes in his closet and now im just waiting for him i have like 2 hours to go before he returns what shallll i do! oooooooooo goll i think im gonna burn a cd now so i shall ttttyl

gearin outter hurr........<33 always Jessica marie

heres a ho train for u shane

11:22 pm: o gosh
so tonite was fairly fun. well at least it starteed out that way. it was shane me and coco and tilly !!! we were having a jolly good time. and then shane and i started to fight over stuff we say which really makes me rather sad. like realyy super saddened. i got home at 10 46ish and my sister said i smelled like shit good thing my dad was going to get milk and didnt talk to my for long. so then i got a computer and went to my room and read some stuff and then tears dripped down my eyes those goood yet bad feeling tears well newyas im not a crybaby and i dont cry i just had like two drop tears because it was i guess a cute reading that just touched my heart so now im laying here thinking of what a fucked up girllfriend i am and how im life i have nothing to suceed in except well yah i have nothing so im just going to lay here for a while waiting. i love u andim am very sorry for saying everything so very stupid
love jesssica

11:35 pm: Whipped

Yesterday was a lovely little get together at the Crowe residence we all sat around and talked about our summers and how life is going so well for us ..................................... or we just partyied and i found the grapes and then  i sleepeed the nite there he he and it was berry funn . Den this morning i woked up all early after a WONDErful nites sleep with bebe and then i went up stairs and hate some corn pops.

I went to a Chicken Dinner today at church omg such good chicken i cant handle it . i wish i had some rit enow in front my of my fat ass face so i could just eat and type eat and type OOOO orgasimic After the din din shane came over and jrae and we played super ninentdo i cant help it but im addicted to super mario its so old school but its like sooo u want to play it all the timeish. then shane and todd helped my family put hay up into the barn while jrae and i rode the niegh neighs and then after that did some hot tubbing and then watched some rockie which is on every sunday at 8 in case anyone is wondering because shane always finds it on at my house...............jeepers. todd just got off like uprubtly and told me shanes car broke down. Im worried. my heart is RAcing. I cant catch my breathe. I feel shakey. Where is my DAMN phone!?!?!!? must go now . make sure the one and only is okay! FOR HEAVENS SAKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3 JB

Rise and shine and give God ur glory glory RISE and shine and give god ur gorly gorly

10:41 am: So completely random

so yesterday i went over to farras after getting my tooothers bleached with jrae. Then we layed by the pool iwth cucus and farra and coco and tilly and it was funn cuz i ate lots of snaky food. THen after a while we went inside to be michecvious children and i played with megans snake- by the way im getting one but the only thing is you have to feed the mice dead mice but rodents all the same and i cant do that so anyone up to coming over once a wk to put some dead rodents in its cage so it can live?? ur hiness would aprriceate it. then farra pierced my damn ear with hurt like hell but its all better now. Shane finally arrived sometime after that and then we went to dropped off the other girls and then we went to some random parking lots and we got in a fight and so i just stared off into the darkness and played a drinking game with myself making words out of MALL ENTRANCE and if i found the word i would reward by myself drinking!  but then we had a good makeup session and then we went back to mikes and then coco took a HUGE fall and ripped farras pants and srcapped knee dun dund dun. then we started our voage home. we stopped for cigs and then we all rocked out to Ba wit da ba it was classic! The car was going insane and then once we got home we all made chicken salad sandwitches and food and shit and then was laying on the floor and farra bless her soul put bread under my head for a pillow! lol lol then we started eating more food liek gettios and sour worms and talked about random stuff then after i talked to my bebe i went up stairs to bed adn then at 5am coco and i got up ang got water and talked for a really long time. i had the starnges dream though there was a lamb but it was like a 8 ft man and he was an anamial and it was at this shooting camp...just thought id share o yah and shane and i hyjacked a canoe and then we left it somewhere random. well i duno what i want to do know but im gonna go ta ta ta

<3 jrie

10:06 pm: Boomshakala Boom I like in the car i like it my room

so last nite was gay thats all i have to say. Today i awoke at 9 and showered and left for work and then went to Sams club with my mamma and then umm we went to work and i basically did nothing its like the easiest job ever. i could be a hard worker but i just slack i mean the hardest thing i did today was call patietnts to confirm appts and that just took dialing numbers and talking for liek 2.2 and then best part of the dday chienses lunch omg good. and then after that jrae and i went and got susan a sweet birthday ensamble including....a Purple candel beaded holder(very classy) a picture frame *also purple*, A dark purple boa because everyone needs a boa and peacock feathers as well as a vase...and the best part is the fricken card- Happy 75th birthday-- lol giggle giggle. After that we went to pick up my sister and then i had dinner w/ my dads side of the family and i had strawberry shortcake it was yumy yum then jenn picked me up and we went and got big ole PRAM at football and i saw some kid twho shall not be named trip while runing and do like a summer salt quite frankly funny . then we got some ice ceream and talk to david and then had a stalker who played a nasty joke on us FAGGOTS gayass shithead boys. den jrae dropped me off and i retreated to the upper level of my house and got on the techinal computer to sit for the rest of the nite.....but now fag ass is kicking me off cuz she has to get on WHYYY VILLE...honesly does she not have a life....she has no firends...i pray for her little soul....actually i feel bad...because i know the outcast feeeling hopefully we can get through to her...well i guess  i will go to bed :/ cuz im a loser with no life

t is for tiggers .....the wonderful about tiggeres is im the only one

cya sleeezzeeeeeeeeeeee

06:01 pm: just had to put this in

05:46 pm: Freedoom Freeeddoomm

Last nite was super. we went to see the village i thought it was a well set up movie but smuts1&2 didnt like it.  Then we looked at car lots afterwards cuz we had nothing better to do and i and in a huster because i dont know what kind of car i want ...u know my bday is only 4 months and 10 days away that means i am gonna need a car very very soon !!!!!  THen we went back to Smut 1 house and i saw cymie and lauren and i ate some very good soup it had nummy pork in it and i had rice and boobaries and a broke looking popsickle! And then after all that funn the toliet got clogged 3 time by 3 diff ppl(not me though i saved my shitting for later) then shane and i went off on our own to be OUTRAGEIOUSly fun even though we hit a road block but it was smooth 16 after that. then we went to my house and shane made some delious scrambled eggs mmmmm. TOday i awoke at 8 00 thanks to my dear boy and then i went running and almost passed out and then i woked with sam sam he was being oktay i supposed and then my g-ma made an awesome lunch for me and she had some angel cake or that fluffy stuff mmmmmmmmmmmmm with guess what color frosting...PINK! then i showered and i am going to dinn din with my mamam now so pEAce Out Hooooeeeeeeeeees

<3 the spectacular one!

03:53 pm: AH home to shower
Well yesterday was alrite. I woke up at 8 oclock and then i did my pretty princess poster and then i rode my Neigh NIegh and then srub a dub dubed him in the front lawn so he would look so freash so clean for today and then i went out to FAIR and it was exciting. Jrae and i visited joshuas house but i think he got upset so then we just went to get food at the grocery store when i got beat up by some freak-a-zoid and then i gota baby icekime and it was delish. TOday in showmanship my horsey kinda freaked out and walked all over but its okay he was riding really good in the ring and so tommarow that means that maybe we can get a place because he was being good but who knows cuz the classes have like 20 kids in them GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!!! O yes o Yes! I made myself a ham sandawitch today too it was excellent .! Now to hit the showers

11:29 pm: OOO whatttt a nite
I'm stressing . Maybe someother time i can talk but this whole online live journal thing has been too much for me for one nite and im afaird if i keep talking it will just get worse...so im going to move myself and this fine laptop outta the hallway and go to bed where hopefully i can run through some beautiful flowers under a rainbow with my bebe in my dreams....thats still making me smile ....ho ho ho and a merrrgy goodnite to ya;ll
<3 Jrie